Timber, age 11.5, died today from a fast moving problem with his spine. While we lost Amaroq to a similar problem earlier this year, Amaroq could still walk . Yesterday at 3PM Timber could no longer get up and I did manage to get him back into the house on his bed for the night. He has been living in the house for about two weeks and seemed to be doing better/quite well.
This morning I took him in to the vet ( we loaded him with a log carrier with handles, a blanket and a toboggan). The vet agreed it was time to let him go and he died peacefully in the back seat of my truck while I sat with him.
Timber, part Heeler, Corgi , Husky and Boxer, was happiest living alone. He would do his doggy day care duty for puppies, teaching them manners, but we always knew he wouldn't be happy with sleepovers with other dogs in his pen. He was the best watch dog... nothing came this way that he didn't announce, loudly.
This past fall he was my walking companion every morning and he often warned of the presence of wildlife. After we were visited by the bears, he was even more vigilant on the trails. His leash has a bear bell on it. He was aloof and not too friendly with other dogs, but with me he was a sweet brown eyed good boy. He couldn't have been a better dog.
The hardest decision to make with a dog is when to let him or her go. I always wait too long because I love each and every dog so much. I appreciate their loyalty so much. When I do have to let a dog go, I come back home and appreciate each and every dog still here even more.
Timber was a rescued dog and as is very typical with rescues he doubly appreciated every kindness given to him . He did have a happy life here. It's quite a bit less happy here tonight with him gone.
When a dog leaves us, I move his sign with his name to the main wall for kennel dog signs. I did that this afternoon. His sign is now with Scuba, our original matriarch.... he was her companion too. He is with Charlie and Champ, Sibby and Banjo, Solo and Stardust and many others.
I can hardly believe he's gone... it's been a sad day.